kittycocosweety

From the first day I saw ya,
I notice your smile.
Oh, you waiting right in front of me,
No, it won't be long before you have to go.

I had a change of heart,
But I don't know where to start.
What I'm about to say may surprise you,
But now I see it clear, life ain't always fair.
Cause I dont deserve him and theres no other way.

Then as time kept going,
I noticed some things.
Hearing songs on the radio,
wishing that could happen to me.

I'm breakin down,
I just can't take it anymore,
And I just can't go another day.
Without you next to me,

I don't know what to say.
What can I do,
when I don't wanna hurt him?
Now theres no other way.

Now that you know the truth.
Love never really last.
Tell me why I'm so confused.
Because my heart is breakin'

But I had to let go of the pain,
Let love rain down on me.
Knowing that its wasn't real,
made me think how stupid I was.

Feelings can grow but,
They can go away too.
I feel so lost,
And I'm disappearing too.

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My Life is different than others.

You see me as a smart and fun girl.

I am living in a world where everything is hard.

I am a nobody nothing. Who knows how I feel.

My life can not open to tell anyone what's wrong......

untill my heart waits for the one and only.......................
guy who will understand and be there forever.

If you have any comments that could help me, that would be great ;]

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I feel as if I have lost something.

Something that was important to me.
I don't know what it is but I wonder if its the guy I like love.
I love a guy who doesn't like love me back.    What am I to do?
Being lost is one thing but being confused is another.
Everyday, I feel as if I has lost him to another person or not being myself.
I act so shy around him because I am frightened.
Frightened by the matter of life and death.
I think I am frightened to death without being ever loved.
Now I feel like a fish out of water, before i was a nobody nothing.

My mind is so confused and I don't know what to do.

If you have any comments that could help please tell me ;]

This is my real love life. Such a lonely life with nothing to say.

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